Goredorf

It's been over two years now, and my MUSE is still A.W.O.L. I keep trying, and cannot find the will to create, have plenty of ideas, just not the spark to put them on paper (or on screen). I have always been hyper critical of my own work, and nowadays it seems I HATE my own style..... I miss being "In The Zone" when drawing.....The closest I come now is behind a scope, either in game, or fighting the WAR with the squirrels and my house..... I had a friend tell me to try writing instead of drawing, so I will give it a shot. My 10-12 grade English teacher said I had a knack for creative writing.....but If I ever went pro I would pay through t

     So, I'm still kicken'. Been another rough year. Got dropped by Fullsail, cause I had internet reliability problems. (Cannot complete online schooling without the "ONLINE" part, heh heh.) Satellite internet sucks at best.....sigh.     On top of that my brother died the day after memorial day this year. My family has been blessed for the most part of the last thirty years, but its all coming due lately in my eyes. Losing too many relatives, growing up sucks..... Mind you, bro was only 49, way to effin' young. He did however live more in those short years then I probably will if I live to be 100, haha!     So, I'm doin' my best to stay

So here I am, about to change everything in my life again. I am currently learning 3D computer modeling with MAYA, (I am normally VERY computer savvy) but it has a steep learning curve so far. On top of this change my real life is butting in. I am pretty much disabled, having had 2 major spine surgeries now, but the insurance company that was taking care of me dropped me now, so I have to begin S.S.D proceedings. As a result though, I can no longer afford my home, so I have to move. The place I am left to go to has no available high speed internet. (Think middle of the woods nowhere....) So that is going to make school harder. I haven't poste